urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:criticalpeople And that makes no sense, right? Juicy 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:criticalpeople:104942 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z I just want you back, H.<br /><br />Missed calls and bad memories are too much to take right now. I bet you're in some kind of trouble and need help. That's the only reason you'd call, right? I cry so hard at night in my bed that my whole body shakes. I miss you terribly. Even the cold office environment can't freeze the tears. I still think you might just drop in as suddenly as you left. I want to be desired again. Getting validation from men is so much easier than building up self-esteem.<br /><br />Never has anyone played me like you. Never has anyone gotten me like you do. Oh God. Can't decide if I should pray for money or you. My punishment was too severe for my crime. You should have said goodbye. You should have held me one more time.<br /><br />Amir wants to see me. He won't lick pussy. Can't decide if I should torture him by getting him excited first, or just shoot him straight down. <br /><br />I'm an asshole who is incompatible with social butterflies like you, C. Can't you tell that I just feel rejected by you and your group? I just wanted so badly to fit in. Somewhere. Anywhere. <br /><br />And I don't know why that's so important, except as a filler for family.